Some days I wish I could be back on maternity leave again… I can’t believe how much I took having that time off for granted… I can’t even believe I was praying for it to end so I could go back to work.

I miss the days when blogging was what consumed most of my thinking time. These days I feel like I’m consumed with multiple thoughts and I do not have enough time in 24 hours to do all that needs to be done. 

Maybe I just need to manage my time better… maybe I need to really stop making excuses for not blogging. I’m really ashamed of how little time I’ve put into blogging this year. Maybe I need to stop putting pressure on myself. Maybe I just need to finally let go…

I feel time moving
Yet trapped like sand in a glass
When will it break free??